Masochistic DreamA dream that can't be true. A wish that never be fulfilled. I love you. I love you so much. I love you so much that I really hate you. I can't pretend nothing happened. I can't ignore to every little trouble you gave me. I can't refuse to every little wish or command you ask. I can't ignore just yet. Even though you maybe hate me. Even though you keep saying lies. You aren't abandoning me.You stay here.Stay beside me closely...Do whatever you want to me. I'm alright. It's okay if it's you. I know whatever happen in the future, you aren't going to abandon me. Because you are different.